sa opis

ndi na ako masaya sa trabaho ko ngayon... tama lang din siguro na nagresign na ako... just 6 working days left and naka terminal leave na ako for 15 days. pagbalik ko, clearance na lang ang aayusin ko... sana naman ndi na nila patagalin ung pirmahan...

ang problema ko ngayon eh yung paghahanap ng trabaho... madali lang naman makahanap...bast ndi lang namimili... kaso ngayon kailangan medyo mamili ako...manganganak ang pinakamamahal kong asawa sa panganay namin...kailangan maghanap...pero mga 2nd week na ulit ako maghahanap... sa ngayon nakapagpasa na ako sa mga gusto kong kumpanya at lahat sila mga 2 weeks bago tumawag... sana may tumawag para ndi na ako maghanap...hehehehe

ngayon lang ata ako nagsulat ng tagalag dito ah... yoko na magisip ng english... sasakit lang ulo ko.... basta kung ano lang pumasok sa utak ko ng marelax relax nga konti....

ayun... natahimik din utak ko ng kakaisip ng mga walang kwentang bagay....hahahahaha maulit nga 'to

pero mamaya na lang....trabaho muna ulit....

Sana Lang...

Sana naman maisip mo na pareho lang tayo...

na napapagod din naman ako...

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Anais Nin

12 hours...

12 hours of nothing but rectangular boxes... numbers that doesn't add up... and hours that you have to come to terms with...

Do that for 5 days a week...

On the 6th day... you barely have enough strength to go around...

On the 7th... when you have to energy to have fun... you got to sleep early for tom...

GREAT! =/

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It is always the connotation of people that when you smile... everything's fine. People would always like to believe that everything would work out and they base it on logical explanations and equations. But the truth is they miss out on one important detail... no not miss... but too blind to see that in the first place, Its illogical to say that when you smile everything would be

fine and back it up with pure logic.

It would be a little more plausible if we say that we have forgiven ourselves. Dont get me wrong. Some can smile and still hide the truth. That they love to be with their friends but cannot face the truth that they can't seem to pick up the pieces and/or they ignore that the adversity has changed their whole being. And its harder if you're in this situatioin because you have to find a way to correct it. And more often than not, people just let it be. Not knowing that the outcome of not doing anything would reflect on their miserable lives. It may seem harsh to say miserable but you we also have to look at an angle that these people would have had the time of their lives only if they had the guts.

And another thing is that people are, sad to say, are very proud. Too proud to admit that what they have done was against their values and beliefs. This is the main obstacle that we should hurdle. But we could go on and on. And still have a vague solution to the problem. So I'll let you be the one to think. Hey! God gave us a brain... so its ok to use it once in a while.

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It has been a while when I last wrote something. I do not know why but maybe because there is nothing to write or say anything at all. So Hence, there were no ideas to be translated into words. No opinions to be debated. And no beliefs to be questioned. But when I was reading an article I found in the internet. I saw a line there that was rather intriguing. "When does one need space and privacy?".

It has always been the concept of having time for yourself and think about things. That is, if we look at it and find ourselves being drowned by our own selfishness. But if we, on the other hand, look at it on a different perspective. Meaning it is not ourselves who must find the right reasons to have space and privacy. In simple English, When do we give others their space and privacy?

I have always been trying to understand people's feelings, their personality and what they dont know about themselves. And when I came across this question, I found myself thinking. When do we give others the privacy they so desperately need? Where do we draw the line of being there for them and leaving them alone?

It is not when we give it to them. It is not where we draw the line. But it is how we let them feel that we respect their decisions and at the same time we will never abandon them. In this sense, we not only give ourselves a break but letting them feel the the pain for them to grow

Greed and Selishness

Had a "catch up" talk with one of my officemates...

He said something about a world of no currencies... (yeah I know.. he's a bit weird sometimes...hehehehe). Well, it ain't gonna happen. As long as there's greed... most of the world's policies would be simply "being selfish".

Yeah yeah... You might not agree... Think about it...

Give it some more thought... (drain your damned brain lipids.. hehehe)

Get the picture?

If you don't... let me explain it to you in simpler terms...

Imagine a business were you have processes that's merely there to pull you down to bankruptcy... Would you change it?

Now imagine after changing these processes... you get a little profit... now were talking!...

But after some time... you found out that you can gain more... Would you do that for your business?...

Still not getting it?

oh well... I'm not in the mood to explain it further...

The Time To...

Yeah... I can fool myself.

The question is... for how long?

A day? A week? A month? A year? A decade?...

Maybe even forever!?...

Maybe it's too early... Maybe it's too late... Maybe there wasn't anything there in the first place...

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It's not like "I can"... Or "I can not"... Maybe "I just have to..."