Greed and Selishness

Had a "catch up" talk with one of my officemates...

He said something about a world of no currencies... (yeah I know.. he's a bit weird sometimes...hehehehe). Well, it ain't gonna happen. As long as there's greed... most of the world's policies would be simply "being selfish".

Yeah yeah... You might not agree... Think about it...

Give it some more thought... (drain your damned brain lipids.. hehehe)

Get the picture?

If you don't... let me explain it to you in simpler terms...

Imagine a business were you have processes that's merely there to pull you down to bankruptcy... Would you change it?

Now imagine after changing these processes... you get a little profit... now were talking!...

But after some time... you found out that you can gain more... Would you do that for your business?...

Still not getting it?

oh well... I'm not in the mood to explain it further...

The Time To...

Yeah... I can fool myself.

The question is... for how long?

A day? A week? A month? A year? A decade?...

Maybe even forever!?...

Maybe it's too early... Maybe it's too late... Maybe there wasn't anything there in the first place...

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It's not like "I can"... Or "I can not"... Maybe "I just have to..."

What makes things interesting is the one who looks at it...

Hmm...

Quick change...

I never learn!...

Never learned when to stop.

Never learned when to quit.

Never learned to weigh out things.

I never learn...

Ugh!...

Never learned not to love you...(cheesy noh! hahahahhaa)

Sad to say...

That's the reason I got pissed...

If It's...

I wonder why people think that I can not be serious. Or be like the silent type. They would actually think that there's something wrong if that happened.

Ever thought of being someone just to be with another?

Ever did something for vanity's sake just to impress someone?

Ever made a fool out of yourself just to make someone smile?

Ever had the feeling that you just have to see this person. It doesn't matter if you have a conversation or not, just the mere presence is enough knowing that the other knows that you're just around?

Ever felt that you're just a bit too late and the other chose another, AND IT'S STILL OK?

Ever played mind games just to be sure that you're on the right track? (Mind Games...this is where I suck at!)

Ever had to do something totally different from your usual way of things just to get your head straight?

My point is... If It's for love... and if we truly love the person... we all do crazy little things, if not eccentric in nature, not for ourselves... but for that someone who receives it...

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Yeah.. I know... ang corny ng name ng blog ko.. hahahahaha.. ndi ko rin alam kung bat naging ganyan yan... siguro kasi dito ko nilalagay kung ano man meron sa buhay ko... well... some of them... certain things that I can not squeeze in in a normal conversation...

So when did being honest became a terrible thing?

I asked someone that question.

She said: Never

Then why do I feel like I made a mistake?

I always say that we can not control the feelings and emotions of other individuals.

So not telling the truth can?!

Telling a lie and not telling the truth are kinda different...

For example, lets say someone asked where you are... you just replied home. they hang up and go to your place... whoops.. you're not there... they call again... asked the same question... and yet you give the same answer... confused.. let me answer that with a question. Did you mention "your" home?...

I hope we're clear about the difference of not telling the truth and telling a lie.

So we go back... If telling the truth isn't terrible... then why do I feel the blues...

My friend told me that its the time of the month and that's why I'm moody... but in good faith... she asked me to have lunch with a common friend... and that was about 3pm... crap.. i missed lunch.. hahahaha

So later on... I asked if she wanted to hang out... specifically, I invited her to get some coffee... she declined... saying she doesn't know if they were going out with her friends or not... so what am I going to do now...

As much as I don't want to to leave things as they are... I think it's better that I think about it some other time... you see... some problems can take care of themselves... and the outcome usually is in your favor... so I might as well do that for now... maybe I'll come up with something tomorrow... maybe I just woke up at the wrong side of the bed or something...

Well.. its about time I get the hell out of here and get some beverage made from beans of a tree...